Beefy's video: Beefy - Dear Valentine Ender s Game Rap Nerdcore Hip-Hop

From the album Too Big To Fail: Part One https://beefy.bandcamp.com/album/too-big-to-fail-part-one Lyrics and Vocals by Beefy Produced and Mastered by tanner 4105 https://www.patreon.com/thegrammarclub Lyrics more or less... Dear sis I don't know if I can send this I just want to let somebody know that I exist Still stressed since the day I left the world And the bullies and our brother who all love to call me Third They call it Battle School, the name is rather fitting And making any friends almost feels like it's forbidden Understanding gravity has made me a pariah And the dirty looks continue as my ranks are raising higher I'm the youngest and the smallest but there can be no excuses And Salamander Army literally asks me to be useless So I took that hinderance and made it an advantage And with that I changed the game and my commander couldn't stand it I'm a leader out of habit so they made me up a team And they gave me Fly and Vlad and Crazy Tom and even Bean Dragon Army doing something never seen Went from bottom and forgotten to a perfect war machine It's been said that the greatest leaders teach through action But yet I find myself doing the very things that Graff did Don't know why I feel I gotta make em hate me Sometimes I fear that I let Peter break me Dear Valentine, I hope you get this Even though I know they will censor this message Not everything is great up in space They make me feel like I'm the only hope for human race Dear Valentine, how I miss you While I'm gone I hope that nothing there can change you You remind me the world's worth saving And the future can be anything we make it Dear sis, I don't know if I can take this Sometimes for me it feels like there is only loneliness They try to keep me in this total isolation And they tell me that my only job is prepping for invasion Having us run matches about 2 or 3 a day And the way I train my troops it's like they wanna do it anyway Doesn't help they also put me on a pedestal Cadets that I'm outshining find it more than unacceptable Let my guard down and they cornered me while in the shower Lunatic named Bonzo there to prove that I'm a coward And like you taught me I didn't wanna work with violence Unfortunate these idiots were buried in their ignorance Tried to give the slip but he was on a full offense What you need to know is what I did I did in self defense I tried to warn him, but his friend were there to egg him on So I made a couple moves and in a flash that boy was gone If I'm the savior why did no one came to save me? Tears appear from no where and I feel like I'm a baby Sickens me that now I'm treated as leader Everyday I feel like I'm becoming Peter Dear sis, I wanna thank you for the visit And even though sometimes I disagree I hope you know I listen That cabin and the lake for my vacation was amazing But then shipped me off to Command School for proper training Not at all what I expected, but no surprise, alone again Right when I had finally had made a couple friends Sat me at a screen to run a hundred simulations But I used it just to take out my frustrations But the simulations never end, my eyes they start to bleed Why is this important? It's just pixels on a screen Sacrifice my pixels for a win and Graff he screams But then surprises me by delivering my team And the sims begin anew, with increased intensity But I don't care because I have my army here right next to me We don't get sleep and some succumb to those effects Pled with Graff, man you gotta let em have a little rest But then he tells me that the final test is finally here Bean points out The gate is down, we win and people cheer And in that moment I feel Peter in my head So from that day on, I shall be the Speaker for the Dead