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[ɪ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ʟɪᴠᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜ] -------------------------------------- don't watch if you don't like male x male relationships! thank you! SWEATS;; this turned out pretty gay hahaaha okay first of all! please go and check out these artists because they are amazing people and were so sweet to let me use their art for this video! so go give them lot's and lot's of love! http://miyajimamizy.tumblr.com/ http://johannathemad.tumblr.com/ also quotes are from like a drum (a jeanmarco fic) http://archiveofourown.org/series/58450 go read it because you will love it!! ------------------------------------------------------------------- haha okay, okay now we come to the really cheesy embarrassing moment for me;; HAHAH WOW ARE YOU READY? welp because i'm not;; So... people always told me that one day I would find someone who would make me happy, a person who could make me breath again and ha! I would always shake my head in disbelief, because who could ever do that? But that all changed when I got a pm on yt from a little special person, you. I never thought we would grow this close and when you accepted my skype invite man that's when it all changed. Our little chats grew bigger and bigger and time flew by in no time and hell then I got line and now we literally never stop talking lmao. Haaa honestly I don't think I have ever been this happy in a long time// and I'm not just saying that, I really do mean it, and like I said before you are literally my hero, because whenever I feel like giving up on life you punch my spirit right back up, every single word you say to me means so much and honestly I couldn't ask for anyone more perfect. Not only are you a perfect person with a heart of gold, everything you do is great and you do it with such passion that I can't help but get so happy when I see your art, the fact that no matter what happens or if you don't feel confident in your work you draw anyway! And you work so hard and never give up, and if that isn't amazing I really don't know what is! Also the fact that you make new styles and figure all that stuff out is also really amazing too! Haha I could keep on praising you because you are literally perfect at what you do, I'm so proud of you! lmao oh god I'm sorry if I'm embarrassing;; I just need to tell you the truth no matter what! Unghh you are the most loving person I have ever met like I'm not even joking, you care for other people, you help them and tell them you are there for them and I just? Wow if you are not an angel I really don't know what is, because you are absolute perfection and the most outstanding person ever and I love you so, so much like I can't even take how lovely you are without getting so happy and giggling like a little child ahhh// "ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴇsᴛ ᴋɪɴᴅ ᴏғ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴇs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ɪɴᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪғᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ʏᴏᴜ sᴇᴇ ᴛʜᴇ sᴜɴ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏɴᴄᴇ sᴀᴡ ᴄʟᴏᴜᴅs. ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜ sᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ, ʏᴏᴜ sᴛᴀʀᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇʟɪᴇᴠᴇ ɪɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏᴏ. ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, sɪᴍᴘʟʏ ғᴏʀ ʙᴇɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ. ᴛʜᴇ ᴏɴᴄᴇ ɪɴ ᴀ ʟɪғᴇᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴋɪɴᴅ ᴏғ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ." YOU are that once in a lifetime kind of person, you have changed me in ways that i couldn't even imagine, and you have made my life so much better in the time we have spent together, and i can't thank you enough, no matter how many times i tell you it will simply never be enough, because damn without you i would truly be lost and that is the honest truth You are 18 today, SOBS all grown up! I hope you get lots of time to chill out and have a great time! Also I hope you like this little video// since jeanmarco is literally our ship and it's perfect in every single way, I can't even ;v; I worked really hard on it, even tho it's not that long;; So i hope you like it Haha Unghh I don't really know what else to say except I wish you a very happy birthday with lots of love and other awesome stuff! And also remember that you are wonderful and so is everything you do! *SMOOCHES* ILUSM!! ///lmao that was not embarrassing at all