ABR's video: ABR -- The Ghost of Christmas Past

Christmas in July? Download this song and all my others by pledging $1 to my patreon! $2 for instrumentals Patreon:https://www.patreon.com/ABRmusic Twitter:https://twitter.com/AssBurgerRap lyrics: You are the ghost of christmas past I don't think that i’ll outlast All the phantoms in mind That show me how my life contrasts You are the ghost of christmas past I don't think that i’ll outlast All the phantoms in mind That show me how my life contrasts Woke up in a haze Just another vision of one of our better days Try to stay in the phase of the delusion Before life decays the illusion Always malaise ablaze within my mental maze Left asking what’s the hallway It’s all pretty at first before it withers and dies just like a nice bouquet I’m left dealing with shivers and lies and memories of what you’d always say You were the one that delivered the highs and kept me sane enough to push pain away And this damn holiday is just another time without you I grew to resent The past has come and went -- all i need is a present You are the ghost of christmas past I don't think that i’ll outlast All the phantoms in mind That show me how my life contrasts You are the ghost of christmas past I don't think that i’ll outlast All the phantoms in mind That show me how my life contrasts You curbed stomped me American History Ex I can't bear the effects of all these lost prospects our hearts met at a vertex But tell me how long did you defer next Actions I’m sorry that i suffered complex reactions Within the vortex of my mental retractions I always warned you of predictable actions my illness would cause But you said you’d be ready with a kiss and a gauze You said you loved me for each and everyone my flaws And how I stupid i was To ever think that you deserved all the things i ever served And you had the fucking nerve to say that you don't owe me anything. Your self-esteem, your degree, I took on everything And when i finally fell apart, You just found another start You are the ghost of christmas past I don't think that i’ll outlast All the phantoms in mind That show me how my life contrasts You are the ghost of christmas past I don't think that i’ll outlast All the phantoms in mind That show me how my life contrasts