BlackLotusSangha's video: Son of Saturn - Bystander Reality

Epinoia is now available on CD & vinyl: https://sonofsaturn.bandcamp.com/ Now streaming on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/3fEFEks4GO4v8XtZM1D9bM?si=yYo7q8rJRUOrKgPrq80D_g Please follow Son of Saturn, and subscribe here! FB: https://facebook.com/saturnsbastardson IG: https://instagram.com/sonofsaturnofficial Bystander Reality produced by Boger. Lyrics: IN THE HEAT OF THE MOMENT, IT'S SO EASY TO BE EXPLOSIVE ANY ROAD IS RIGHT IF WE CAN'T FIND OUT WHERE WE'RE GOING FRIENDS BECOME OPPONENTS AND LOVERS SUFFER SO LONELY IT'S HARDER THAN THEY TOLD US, I'M COMING SO CLOSE TO FOLDING IT SEEMS LIKE EVERYTHING I TRY IS ALL IN VAIN, NOTHINGS WORKING THESE WEEDS ARE SEEDED DEEP AS FUCK AND GAURDED BY A SERPENT ART IS ARMOR, I'M IMPREFECT, DIVERTED FROM MY TRUE PURPOSE THIRTY EYES ARE BLURRY CRYING FURY, GIVE ME COURAGE SINGLE PERSON CONVERSATION, AWAITING THE SAME RESPONSES AND MAKING A FEW DEPOSITS IN BANKS OF THE BRUTAL HONEST BUT HATING THE PAIN IT BROUGHT US AND TAUGHT US SO MUCH ABOUT OURSELVES LIKE TUTANKHAMUN'S COFFIN, THE CURSE HAS SURFACED IN OUTER REALMS HOW THE PROUD HAVE FELL, AND NOW RELISHING IN DELERIUM IT'S SOUR SOUTH OF HELL WITH THE RELICS OF THE MYSTERIUM EXPERIENCING ALL THE UPS AND DOWNS, I FOUND A MYRIAD THROUGH PERIODS OF INTROSPECTION, I REGRESSED TO SHADOWS EXAMINING MY IMPERFECTIONS, ENDLESS INNER BATTLES PADDLES GONE, I TRAVEL ON, AND PONDER THOUGHTS OF BETTER DAYS ASHES BRUSHED, AND DUST TO DUST, THE STRUGGLE ROTS IN WRETCHED GRAVES IN THE HEAT OF THE MOMENT, IT'S SO EASY TO BE EXPLOSIVE ANY ROAD IS RIGHT IF WE CAN'T FIND OUT WHERE WE'RE GOING FRIENDS BECOME OPPONENTS AND LOVERS SUFFER SO LONELY IT'S HARDER THAN THEY TOLD US, I'M COMING SO CLOSE TO FOLDING COMFORTABLE IN CAVES AWAY FROM EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING BUT LIFE IS NOT VIPSAYANA RETREATS, I SEE THE LETTERING ON WALLS, A CALL TO ACTION, GOTTA PRACTICE WHAT I PREACH SHARING LOVE WITH OTHERS, I CAN'T OFFER WHAT I KEEP THINGS AREN'T OFTEN WHAT THEY SEEM, NOT A DREAM OR PICTURE PERFECT IT'S A COMMON FUCKING THING TO THINK WE'RE SINKING IN THE CURRENTS NO ONE'S CERTAIN, WE'RE ALL HURTING, BURNING, TURNING UP THE TEMPERATURE VISITORS ADMITTED TO THE SPECTACLES OF INSIGHT PEDESTRIANS OF HOPE AND FEAR, WE'RE FLOATING NEAR THE END TIMES RITUALS AT MIDNIGHT, FULL MOON, FIRE BURN IT'S DIFFICULT TO LIVE RIGHT, RIGHT NOW, I HAVE LEARNED THE WISEST WORDS, AND I IN-TURN HAVE FOUND THEM TO BE USELESS THEORY IS A LEAKY FAUCET, ALWAYS DRIPPING JUICES I ADVISE MYSELF IN PRACTICE, ALWAYS TO BE RUTHLESS ONE DAY OF UNDERSTANDING IS ENOUGH OF AN IMPROVEMENT IN THE HEAT OF THE MOMENT, IT'S SO EASY TO BE EXPLOSIVE ANY ROAD IS RIGHT IF WE CAN'T FIND OUT WHERE WE'RE GOING FRIENDS BECOME OPPONENTS AND LOVERS SUFFER SO LONELY IT'S HARDER THAN THEY TOLD US, I'M COMING SO CLOSE TO FOLDING