Boston Emily's video: edit just another anxiety attack anxiety

So i had an anxiety attack. i turned on the camera and talked my way out of a potential full blown panic attack (which are exhausting) i want this to be a safe space to be honest as i can because i know i'm not alone and that there may be some people out there who might be able to identify with these type of experiences who also would need a safe space to talk about it. i believe i understand what triggered it but i'm not 100% sure. i made a huge ( pun intended haha if i don't laugh i'll cry) mistake and stepped on the scale yesterday so iv'e been obsessed with the number now instead of how healthy i was feeling. edit : i tried for hours to jump cut me getting up. i hate seeing my body like that. also i guess the audio wants to work whenever the hell it wants! too late now but i need help with jump cuts. just a very little cus ya know.love you all beautiful humans!!! i hope you're healthy and staying safe out there everyone! Snapchat brawnski33 Facebook Emily Brawn Twitter brawnemily93 i.g brawnemily soundcloud MissEmily