Buddho's video: Jiddu Krishnamurti - 1st Conversation with Pupul Jayakar 4of9

K: Let's use simple words - understanding myself. Myself is so terribly complex, how do I approach - I am just now asking - how do I approach a problem that is complex, that is not to be easily diagnosed, easily say, ''This is right'', ''This is wrong'', ''This should be'', ''That should not be'', it is like a living, complex, messy, disordered entity. PJ: But is it not because one starts with an attention, which is looking for an ordered entity that one, finding disorder, gets caught up. K: Oh no, I am not looking for disorder. PJ: In which case if you are looking without concern as to for what you are looking. K: No, no, we are missing something. I said the world is in disorder. I observe it. And the world, I see I am also in disorder. I begin with that. PJ: Yes. K: I am in disorder. Human beings have lived and created such disorder in themselves, and therefore outwardly. Leave that for the moment there. Now, how do I comprehend, be aware, the origin of disorder? You follow what I am saying? Because I can begin to understand the origin of disorder I can move more and more and more deeply into something which may be total chaos, but is orderly. You follow what I mean?