CA Live Journey's video: Why I Left the NYC AMBW Meetup Group

This is a personal video. Even though I have a youtube channel, I'm actually a private person. I keep a lot of my emotional pains to myself and try to deal with it on my own. Some things I like keeping to myself. 2018-2019 were difficult times. The lowest I ever felt before. But I can now say I am doing better. A lot better. However releasing this video is not to attack on anyone but more for my healing process. I want my truth out. In the past I promoted this AMBW group and spent endless energy to make sure people were having fun in the group. But if you asked me today, I will strongly voice against joining the group. You can hear it for yourself in this video. One important lesson I learned during my teenage years is that no one can help you, so don't expect people to be there for you. And that is pretty sure the theme of this video. Have you ever been through an experience like this?