Calenn's video: Calen-Appear to be Official audio

Music channel- https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCUdzhsEFybVpHzObVfu1kIw PLEASE LIKE AND SUB ALSO FEEL FREE TO USE THE SONG.BUT SHARE IT IF YOU DO✨ Socials- Instagram-main account ,Fym_caly Second account,Calen.world Full lyrics : (Hook)I told them I was gone make it feel like niggas wasn’t hearing me hating all along I was confused thought they was cheering me Really miss my old self I’m shamed who I Appear to be send my prayers though these words hope that he hearing me 2x (Verse 1)I gotta win all of my life feel I been taking Ls They got my brother up in jail and they don’t give him bail I can’t imagine how it feel Locked up behind that cell The only time you crack a smile is when they send that mail That’s the reason I been going in and steady tryna make so when my brother get out I pass that blunt and he can face it Think about them days I use to wanna be a preacher in that church when I start singing see them smiles up on them faces Tell him it’s gonna be alright for motivation but how he’s supposed to be coo when they keep throwing him them cases Niggas dropping in and out of school so they can go pick up those tools I guess that comes with a corrupted generation So that’s why I’m tryna change it ,but I know that’s it’s dangerous Head high with a smile but I know that I’m faking Fell in love give them my heart and watch break it Seem like everyone I love just leave me aching That’s the truth ,that’s why I keep on tryna get better For them days I ain’t have nothing left me colder then the weather Everybody told me that those days gonna get better ,but those moods swings change faster then the weather (Hook)I told them I was gone make it feel like niggas wasn’t hearing me hating all along I was confused thought they was cheering me Really miss my old self I’m shamed who I Appear to be send my prayers though these words hope that he hearing me 2x (Verse 2) Now I keep on chasing bread Cant believe I fell in love let them words get to my head Cant even go to sleep without waking up to somebody dead Bullets hit his body In slow motion while he watch him shred I ain’t suicidal but I’ll rather be dead instead Ever felt so lonely u feel like you ain’t got nothing left Ever had somebody say they got yo back then just up and left If you did don’t trip cause I promise you ,you fucking blessed . Foreal