Cecilia K. S.'s video: Stardust Tristan Yvaine Shooting Star

Dedicated to: J.W. Fandom: Stardust Music: Amy Diamond - Shooting Star Software: Pinnacle Studio 11 I didn't think I would keep this vid up for too long, since I soon realized I'd made a lot of mistakes with the editing and all, but as it turns out it's actually my most well-received vid up at this point. Thank you guys so much for all of your amazing feedback! :) What, essentially, inspired me to put this vid together was this "crush" (although I wouldn't admit he was in fact a crush, even to myself, for a long time. It's funny how I could make vids like this, thoroughly inspried by him, and still tell myself otherwise) and FIRST romantic interest I'd had after a looong time of feeling ABSOLUTELY NOTHING even remotely normal about anything or anyone. I really never thought I would be able to "feel again" either. But so I met this guy. At first at a common friends party and I was drawn to this.. "light" or "spark" thing.. about him right away. So my heart just jumped when he contacted me afterwards. But I soon realized he had a girlfriend which, pretty naturally, made me take a huge step back. Also, he was about to go through a year of Military Training (and it was about a month into that year that I made this video). We kept in touch (and I couldn't help noticing that we both, occasionally, acted like there in fact was something more than just our friendship bubbling beneath the surface. However, at one point I gave up these crush-feelings, because on numerous occasions I also felt quite rejected by him. So I finally accepted to myself it was all just going to stay on a "friendzoneish" level) and so, near the end of the year of his training, he ended it with his girlfriend and immediately started being more persistent on us having to meet again. Soon after, he and our common friend set me up and as it turns out this crush he'd been hinting about ever since he broke up with his girlfriend was me and for a couple of months we, although mostly he, tried to make something work out between us. But, in the end, I fucked up. However, this vid will still always brings back a lot of sweet memories.