ChuubiKiss's video: You weren t inside my head when I was f cked up

First I wanna say sorry for not uploading anything for a while, I had alot of things to finish and I am still busy with my new internship which is going really bad lately. And sorry to all the people who are still waiting for me to finish their requests. But, I have been feeling really bad lately. I am just having a breakdown. My familly doesnt even know I exist, all they see is my smart and beautifull sister who is doing great at school and has a job. And I am the black sheep. And my boss at my internship is just an asshole, he even called me stupid yesterday. And things are just going bad. I have been humiliated, people have been hurting my feelings. I am getting judged at everything I do. Why cant people just let me live my life, am I suppose to live to their standards? Am I supposed to stop doing something that keeps my life in balance just cus they want to. And that if I dont give it up, they are just gonna leave me. Like everyone else does? Is it so hard to like someone like me? Once you know me, you'd know that I am a very nice and funny girl. But I guess thats just not enough for alot of people. I cant handle people walking in my life and leaving me behind so many times. I guess this video was just a way of expressing my feelings.. Sorry for the long story, I just had to get it out.. Once I feel better I will start working on the requests.