CommonKnowledgeWorks's video: Wish I d been a prom queen Vent

Saw a Clannad video that inspired this one. I'm feeling very regretful for a lot of things right now, lots of wasted time and regrets and I know you can't waste time on regret but as much as I know it is healthy and rational to just let go of certain things very little anxiety/depression/bipolar/whatever you want to call is is rooted in rationality. I've been fighting this thing for so much of my life and more often than not I can control is but last October I lost someone very dear to me and I still cry for him nearly everyday. It was the breaking point for something I didn't know was building and I'm still picking up the pieces. I keep telling myself I will get there, I have friends and family that love me, and things could be so, so much worse and I will get through this. I will