Dylan Owen's video: Dylan Owen - Heavy Thinker Official Audio

Dedicated to my dad and our sleepless nights hanging with the coyotes. Stream "Heavy Thinker" by Dylan Owen here: https://dylanowen.ffm.to/heavythinker Bonus track 2 of 3 off the Take Care Of Yourself EP Lyrics and vocals by Dylan Owen Written by Dylan Owen, naebird Produced by naebird Mixed by naebird Mastered by naebird, Wes Henry Artwork by Dylan Owen A Nowhere Kids Release Heavy Thinker Lyrics I’m a heavy thinker But I’m trying to quit I’m a heavy thinker But I’m trying to quit I’m a heavy thinker But I’m trying to quit I’ve got good memories Even of my bad days I don’t wanna lie down And die here in last place See my future fate written In the lines of my dad’s face I don’t wanna be finding myself While I’m digging my dad’s grave So I left then Tried to find a new town That I could invest in Maybe this is not the life That any of us destined They say you find yourself When you really try But I only found Questions Questions That never last long All the things that we love May they pass on Power outage Lighting matches In a bad storm My dad and I wake up With the coyotes at dawn My first room had a trap door I fell into it And left a piece of me there That I never went back for The silence The barn silos And the stars Aren’t these the only friends You ever asked for? Thankful for my 20s They taught me to fail I’m thankful for my storms They taught me to sail I’m thankful for my scars They gave me my skin I’m thankful for my songs They made me want to sing That’s the sound of the coyotes That’s the sound of the old me In the wind I don’t think you really know me I’ve always been hoping For a reckoning Don’t say it was what it was Or it will be enough Because it is what it is What it is I’m a heavy thinker But I’m trying to quit Yeah I’m a heavy thinker But I’m trying to quit Take care of yourself You treat yourself like shit Old nike dunks A plaid shirt A broken Mac port Hand me down headphones Wrinkled moleskin And a Jansport All the trips that we took Without a passport All the things that We confessed without a dashboard I’ve been around the world and back Without a bad turn And I’ve got friends checking in All the time but I don’t answer I don’t answer When it gets too dark Remember we have lanterns When we get too lost Remember that we still have Your grandfather’s camper On this mad search Man I’ve been too proud and present Since like two thousand seven I was too sad for one I had two house depression The rain came down And knocked the roof out of heaven And I learned how to move out in seconds That’s the sound of the coyotes That’s the sound of the old me In the wind I don’t think you really know me I’ve always been hoping For a reckoning Don’t say it was what it was Or it will be enough Because it is what it is What it is I’m a heavy thinker But I’m trying to quit Yeah I’m trying to quit I’m trying to learn how to live And I’ve got demons But I won’t let them in I won’t let them in But I won’t let them win Man I’ve got demons But I won’t let them in I won’t let them in But I won’t let them win Man I’ve got demons But I won’t let them in I won’t let them in But I won’t let them win Man I’ve got demons But I won’t let them in I won’t let them in But I won’t let them win Man I’ve got demons But I won’t let them in I won’t let them in I won’t let them win Because I’m a heavy thinker But I’m trying to quit And I won’t let my demons win Because I’m trying to quit I’m trying to learn how to live