Eliza Chats's video: Spiritual Awakening: Balancing the Old NEW YOU persona spirit

I didn't really know how to have this conversation so it came out a little all over the place but here is a more constructed point form of what I was trying to say: 1. Spiritual awakening & recognizing my gifts made me question if human life was even something I was meant to be a part of or was it "beneath me?" Once I understood & saw life differently, everything changed and kept changing and I kept feeling so detached from the human experience and frivolities that so many obsess over and I just felt it was all so useless. So was I meant to only be "spiritual" and only focus on my "path/purpose?" 2. Realizing the dichotomy/polarity through the human experience. We see things as separate, so I'm saying there's a human and spiritual me when, in fact, it's all just "me." And what even defines me, is it a single dot from which we all emanate or am I still thinking that I'm special, unique and a person further validating separation. The "spiritual" me created the physical me so how could it not be purposeful and meant to be experienced? Why would I from 'higher intelligence' create a soul to be a part of humanity and on earth at this time if there wasn't a reason. Knowing what human life had to offer, why would my soul or spirit expect me to just be spiritual? 3. Trying to bridge the gap between separation. The core realization that all is one. One emotion, one idea, one thought, one purpose, one motion, etc. While experiencing the war within (dark night of the soul) between knowing on a deeper level that all is one and I already really get it but yet, I'm here and I play into the separation game and forget what I know. 4. Life is about balance. There's no good or bad, up or down, right or wrong, etc. We have ideas, visions and perceptions but ultimately it all comes from one place. We see life as a straight line but it isn't. There are multiple waves and dots of experience. 3D living is one time matrix and somewhat linear but step outside the dimension (3D, 4D, etc.) and suddenly time ceases to be the witness of existence. The past, present and future are no longer something we can place on a horizontal axis but something within itself. Which brings us back to concepts such as yin & yang, mindfulness, the power of now, Taoism, etc. Video Chapters 00:00 wanting more balance in my life 01:29 how we see religious leaders 05:55 why & how religions started 08:51 how we see spiritual leaders 16:14 in conclusion This video was a 22-minute take with some minor editing. Filmed: Oct 30, 2020 Disclaimer: This video is for informational purposes only and does not substitute or replace medical advice. All opinions expressed are my own. -- I just really want to say thank you to everyone who has been a part of this journey. Thank you to everyone who took the time to watch this video! Thank you to those of you who have supported me through thick and thin and those who will continue to move forward with me. 🎥 https://www.youtube.com/ElizaChats Social Contact: https://twitter.com/ElizaChats Support my Channel: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/ElizaChats ** Business email on channel page. Serious inquiries only. **