Exanthiax's video: Jaymes Crux - Feel Nothing LYRICS IN DESCRIPTION

❤️ Thanks for watching, I hope you enjoyed the song. 🎵 Want to submit a song? Submit here: • https://goo.gl/forms/5UxqtjXIRLjmvvhA3 🔥 Want to support me? Donate here: • https://bit.ly/2IZRuhb 🐤 Want to follow my socials? Follow me here: • https://www.twitter.com/exanthiax 📖 LYRICS: This is what I know, its what I know now This is what I know, yeah, that is what I- This is what I know, its what I know now Nothing ease the pain that’s what I know now Walls around my heart I built a stone house This is what I know, yeah, this is what I know This world around me is cold Yeah, I’m not sure what’s real There’s so much that I feel But I’d rather feel nothing I got family down to ride I got real ones for some friends Took some Ls but I’m alive and that shit feels like it’s a win Few girls trying to be my bride I got plenty cash to spend Thought it all would bring relief but still aint found it in the end, no All that I did, can’t take it back Anxiety hits, wish I could relax I try to do better; it’s still all the same I got a demon, I call it shame Yeah I been down in my own sorrows feeling broken Sipping Crown right on the rocks yeah that’s the potion Losin faith within myself I’m scared of hopin Need an anchor cause this world just stays in motion Aye Champagne, OJ, whiskey, yeah I might, aye Bring it all cause baby that’s that shit I like, yeah I’ma numb the pain till I feel right, yeah And forgot about the beasts that roam the night This is what I know, its what I know now Nothing ease the pain that’s what I know now Walls around my heart I built a stone house This is what I know, yeah, this is what I know This world around me is cold Yeah, I’m not sure what’s real There’s so much that I feel But I’d rather feel nothing Hits me hard and I’m anxious Wrapped around like blankets Serpents will squeeze till it’s hard to breathe Then feast on my soul like a banquet Clench my jaw and my fist too Treat myself with this misuse Something is wrong I just go along I can’t even point to the issues I’ll reflect on my past more Like what the fuck is this cash for I just wish I could fast forward This aint the life that I ask for Troubled past that go far back Might escape on that tarmac Fragile faith and I guard that Spirit gone and my heart black, yeah Got this pressure on my back and I can’t focus I got doubts I burry deeper than the ocean 3 AM I’m in my bed my eyes wide open The words that haunt me most are those I’ve left unspoken Cause this shit break me down and it deter me Every girl I ever loved always go on just to hurt me Momma keep on tellin me its all part of the journey But I caught her lookin at me, I could tell that she was worried This is what I know, its what I know now Nothing ease the pain that’s what I know now Walls around my heart I built a stone house This is what I know, yeah, this is what I know This world around me is cold Yeah, I’m not sure what’s real There’s so much that I feel But I’d rather feel nothing 🎤 Check out the artist: https://www.instagram.com/jaymescrux https://www.facebook.com/jaymescrux https://twitter.com/jaymescrux http://www.jaymescrux.com 🏳️ If you own any content in this video and are unhappy, send me an email or contact me on twitter. No copyright infringement is intended, all rights go to the artist.