FallenAMV's video: Hey I know I m probably the last person you want to hear from right now and I get that ...

Hey Natsu.. Yeah its been a long while sense we last talk.. I know your reasons for blocking and stuff but Like U were one of my close friends and I'm not mad I'm just in pain Happy Christmas and Happy new year tho:)i always check if u have unblock for the pass couple of months.. I know u wont see this but hey what are the odds of u seeing it are low to nothing.. I feel empty I wanna say numb but I don't know I feel this void growing right now I feel so much pain in my chest I feel like crying but no tears come.. Its been awhile and I have lost alot of friends and well it seems like I can't stop thinking I can't stop feeling this way... If I become heartless I can stop it but that means cutting my emotions of understanding peoples emotions.. And in the end all die inside... I'm becoming so unstable.. I'm becoming something I don't want to be.. Afraid of letting people down if I get hospitalized.. Afraid of people feeling down because of my feelings.. But hey remember " take it slow it's not a race to the end" I saw something in u we shared so many things how can online people always become my closest dearest friend... U know what they say the closer the more painfully it becomes when they walk away.... I'm a let down pitch black is starting to surround my reality I look and talk like myself but I don't feel like I'm myself.. It's sucks being me.. 🎥 NO COPY RIGHT INTENDED . Copyright Disclaimer under Section 107 of the copyright act 1976, allowance is made for fair use for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favour of fair use 🎥 💯 I don't make any money of videos