Finel Pha's video: hourglass

a year where i could float again it's been too long since i've felt like i could reach ahead i'll play along as long as my chest can stand but don't hold your breath don't hold your breath this candle of mine won't flicker on i've known this all along, but you've always laid your hope in me i'll try my best to see another dawn i'll hold my breath for now i'll hold my breath my lovers always told me to seize the day though each flower is someday to wilt my friends have always told me i'm here to stay wherever i'm to hide this i'll never find the life i longed for i never wanted wings in the first place how do i break this hourglass? whispering these words won't make them easier to bear it's time for me to repay that favour to you someone like me isn't meant for you this pain i've held still lingers, but i don't know where i hope i can keep it locked up there cause it wouldn't be fair to you please let me continue pushing you away just let me fly away someday just let hate you i hope that i could leave my mark am i meant to leave it here with the ones i'd sworn to never love? there won't be any smoke if there's never a spark i don't want this to end just yet no, i don't want this to end just yet my lovers always told me to seize the day though each flower is someday to wilt my friends have always told me i'm here to stay wherever i'm to hide this i'll never find the life i longed for i never wanted wings in the first place how do i break this hourglass?