Givralli's video: Hushh Nightcore

I am working on something as i chose to leave Discord two days ago but I am staying as i made a promise I just hope they don't let me down I am in the place I am choosing to be this me single and a little temper but I choose this as that's me and I'm not gunna change I just hope that I can make it to the plan I've made but for inconvenience I will be on discord less as I would much rather make videos and draw then see discord ever again if I can I'd rather not have to deal with extra weight but I'm me and have to fill things and see them threw not that anyone would understand I am unmotivated to do anything like help people on discord everyone might hate me but that's there problem they think I'm negative I'm more a fire that no one has tried burning out but I dare them as I have burned for too long I'm not saying I'm unbreakable but I'm saying I'm not as you all think I am more then hate I have something that I keep can you keep it or are you're words a lie to create a web to slow yourself down? There is a when and there is a how I make choices alone I'm done being criticised after all I'm just a boy but I want to make myself more, not famous but I'd rather die knowing I wasn't just a pain I wanna die knowing I did something great and good and until then that is what I will so in not aiming for the top I just want to make videos and draw we will see what is in store for those people on the top as I have better things to do in other words call me Axaum or if you insist on Yvem it's pronounced Yem and I was if I ever have a kid I wanted to call them Yem... But then it came to me.... can't make choices for others and I can't leave them unnamed so I'll just ask the women but atm love is the least of my worrys as all's it is,is to fill yourself but eventually you loose love and are shattered what's the point in love if all I'm gunna do is hurt them? That is why I'd rather be unloved I'm tired of making mistakes and ruining others this is how I feel that I'll push my own weight and yes I even mean I won't let my parents care for me I'm 16 it's time I did something for once as tbh some people see me as a person who is 100% toxic and that I need help but actually I don't care as there so called help made me like this in truth I hate people but some I let in and no one realises how hard that is as I don't just let anyone talk to me or push me around but it's up to you in just there to watch 🙂