Hinaginagii's video: Nagi s last Collection Byebye 2020

Aaaaaaaaye it's been a while okno I've been pushing off this video for waaay too long and since it's finally 2021, it had to be done So yeah as u can see from the title and my oh not-so obvious inactivity around yt/editing community in general, this is prolly the last collection/upload i'll be doing here. I know the quality of these parts succ... it's been too long i forgot how to use vegas sorry :') but i at least like the natsumugi ones and that nagi angst one cuz pain :'D thats all i needed to say but if u have a min to spare, here's a little bit of my boring life lol It feels weird to be saying this after more than 10 years editing but things surely changed in my life. I used to spend 90% of my freetime doing mep parts and yeah, it was stressful ofc but i also had fun. You dont stay doing the same thing for sm years if u dont enjoy it at least a bit. Even if i dont edit nowadays i still have some old editing-habits like saving songs that matched an anime/couple, downloading raw eps, and saving every cute pic of my otp i like on the internet. But just as some of those remained, some others were lost in the past few years. The most noticeable one being that i dont watch a lot of anime anymore?? dont get me wrong, i still enjoy my ocassional seasonal animes but ive been stucked in mobage/idol hell for a couple of years now and that made me extra picky (yeah im the type that watches anime for the cast ok) and lazy for animes w a lot of action or mystery. My attention span deteriorated a lot thanks to stress and life being a bish sometimes so whenever i watch smth it's mostly for cute/funny content and a shet ton of music. Another important change was that my career path and personal interests have been going all over the place. I started asking myself what i liked as a hobby, what i liked as a job and what i liked but was not interested in following myself. Editing was something that made me happy, but sometimes i felt like i didnt have the same passion/interest as others. Ppl improved sm and i was getting behind because i wasnt inmersed enough to really learn the basics and try new stuff. I felt kinda ashamed cuz i was getting left out but then realized maybe, just maybe, i was getting myself into smth that wasnt really "my passion". I didnt know if i wanted to improve for myself or just so i could match the rest. Instead of making me happy, i was spending my time anxious and, tbh, w low motivation and self esteem. I left some studios and started trying new things. One of these was drawing (which ive done a lot since i was a kid). With more free time, i could spent it drawing, trying new mediums, going to classes, etc. Some of my closest friends (on and offline) were also drawing and it made it sm better to explore smth new together. I still had my doubts and anxiety but this time i felt like i wanted to improve for myself, like i wanted to learn more. i spent hours studying and realized "hey, this is like another type of editing!" w diff programs, inspirations and techniques. They look different but i feel like thanks to editing i discovered a slightly diff way of creating content. I feel like thanks to these 10 yrs i could understand a little bit more of myself and much of what i accomplished this past 2 years is thanks to that. i wont go into more details cuz gdi nagi why r u writing this as a last will, but yeah Thanks to everyone that helped and followed me through this journey. i dont have my editing programs anymore but who knows. if i ever feel like it i'll be sure to share it here. also... dont expect much since im still learning but i share my geidol drawings here https://twitter.com/hinaginagii let's see what 10 more years or practice can do in this second "editing" path Cya ;)! ----------------------------------------------