I4C's video: Demons - BreathtakingBeats com Contest

Song for a contest by - htttp://www.breathtakingbeats.com Lyrics! ↓ I'm trapped in this world looking for Running away from it all, is a better fate Experiencing all the sorrow, the heavy weight Dragging me down, lock me up, it's a sad fate I'm fighting as hard as I can, but it's null and void Eliminating all my peace, that trust destroyed Giving me grief, that evil manifestation It's patiently, waiting, for my decimation Causing me to stumble, causing me to slip and fall Down upon the ground, paralyzed, I can't even crawl I'm weak and utterly frail, I raise my voice and cry God if You can hear me, I'm tired of my life I just want it all to change, I'm in need of grace Can You help me out, I really want to see your face I'm tired of all these demons, I just want relief Make my darkness into light, fix my unbelief (Hook) There's all these monsters, and demons screaming in my head, I don't know what to do anymore, I'm seeing red, can someone take this pain and fear away from me, I don't want it anymore, I just wanna be free This pain you're feeling inside, is your own demise Tempted by the demons, and falling for their lies Losing every battle, you have no will to win Just accepting defeat, no happiness within Infected with your affection, thinking deception ain't real Collaborating, and hating everything, no chance to heal Disgusted with what you've become, it's apparent that You want to have your freedom back, but despite the fact You have ruined your heart, it's broken, and so you start Believing that it's over, that you've fallen apart Contemplating whether or not to erase yourself From the time upon this earth, take away your health You have no will to live, it's tearing you to pieces Trying whatever you can, fame, the highest reaches It's not the answer, rejecting the very truth Give your negative feelings to Christ, He will save you Now you think my life can be explained? It's too late, I'm not the same, not ashamed, I'm just straight up insane, however I'm not psychotic, that's just crazy, I'm not one of those killers, in fact I'm lazy, I'm just living my life, living it daily, I hate normal with a passion, but don't hate me, I'm waiting, for inspiration, I'm walking along, tryna reach my destination, I feel peace, but that's usually, my own mind playing tricks, saying I am free, cause I know I'm not, I'm stuck on this planet, however time is something that we take for granted, this monster, is my own heart, it's breaking and aching, it's falling apart, but I will never change, I won't back down, this fight is almost over, now get up off the ground