Jamiela's video: STORY TIME - WHEN I stopped WRITING HIM LOVE LETTERS heartbroken

Good Day Loves I wasn't going to share this video because this was the TIME when I Dated someone that was LOCKED UP in jail back home in "Waterbury Connecticut" where I lived. See, he was and still is special to me and this situation is personal. I so, re grate the TIME I STOPPED writing you those LETTERS TITO and I wish I could go back and tell My younger self things was going to be alright. I believe that I was so sell fish and consume only in what was best for me at the TIME when, I made that Decision to STOP WRITING those LETTERS to YOU someone that I know since child hood and CARED deeply about. I should Of Realized that you needed me TOO. This Person was my first love without actually being my First in all thing. I Never thought that I would of BROKE someone's HEART that I LOVED. He was MY first LOVE and I broke his HEART. Being in JAIL FOR 10 YEARS isn't easy. i SHOULD known that it was heard for YOU. This time was hard for both of us but I didn't realize until it was to late. I also, this to late as well that we TITO and I was stronger when we are together then being apart. The VISITS was More important then I realized how much we needed them. So, I still UP to this Day Can not believe that I broke YOUR HEART when you where LOCKED UP in Jail. He was My first everything and I walked away. In the END I ended up losing myself and Breaking the LOVE of My life HEART into pieces I can explain. So, I take complete responsibility for our Relationship Breaking apart. I wish we talked and communicated after it all happened. I Truly believe that conversation was all it WE to bring US back TOGETHER. I should Have Never STOP WRITING you THOSE LETTERS in Jail when You needed me AND then the most at the time. I completely let life get the best if me.