Jarma's video: JARA DOES COUNTRY Living Without You Jara Matthews

Live vocal performance to backing track. "Baby it's time to make up your mind Just where will you be spending your life I was so young, pure and in love I still have the scars of how cruel it was Baby I've been down as low as it goes Baby I've cried out more than you'll know And I came to see the lesson for me Was what makes a man is a travesty And I wanted life to just give me time And that's how I felt here living without you And I got to see just what that means And I'd fall again just to keep me around you And now love is just cold and I am just old And wondering if you've been told Cuz you don't know I died or how hard I cried Or clung to the notion that you would survive I've been down as low as it goes Baby I've cried out and sung to your ghost But you never came or wanted the same And not once was my love worth you facing your pain How could I not see that you're bound by pride Lie; deny that your eyes say goodbye And why am I not worth it for you to try No, no, don't let me go Cuz I'll be the one that keeps holding on And sifts through the wreckage of what you have done And reels cuz it kills but just loves you still And when you're alone do my songs give you chills And I'll look to God because its so hard To face that you left me to just be a fraud But I'm still the one and someday you'll come And try to give back all the years you were gone" ~©2002JM