Juan Martinez Rossi's video: Even Here There is Still Something Out of Place Vlog 1x03

The only way for an Odyssey to end, is if you win in the long term. But how could we do that, if we're not being who we need to be today? Have you ever had that feeling? of being ... divided? Unbalanced ... living in a constant contradiction. It has been one and a half year since I've moved to Spain, the country from which my grandparents emigrated. I've rediscovered myslef in Calella, a beach town to where I came as a tourist in 2018, a town that still got me madly in love. Echoes from the future keep reminding me that there is a place that still awaits me. Telecommunications engineering ignites in me more hunger for knowledge than when I was just starting my first semester in Europe. The people I'm getting to know are as diverse and intresting as I've imagined ... in a note I'll someday share to the world .... But even though I many times feel like I'm living a dream life, and that I couldn't ask for more ... there is something ... odd. Patience, legacy, being an all time greatest, share my message to the world... Desires that still are burning inside my heart. But how could I even speak to the world, if we don't talk in the same language? This is a question I will not answer today. Because even if it the answer seems obvious, I'm not ready to take the decision yet. That is not the advance for today in order to be who I want to be. The advance for today is that of what I'm now conscious. That even here ... I'm still divided.