Lauren O'Connell's video: Benjamin Jameson Morey- Couches in My Head

Music and lyrics by Benjamin Jameson Morey (the guy in the video who isn't a girl). http://youtube.com/benjaminjamesonmorey Get music, etc. from him here: http://benjaminjamesonmorey.bandcamp.com/ I'm still Lauren O'Connell and my stuff is still partially on iTunes and partially at http://www.laurenoconnell.com/mp3-store/ And just to dispel all those crazy rumors, Ben and I are not related. ------- I was looking at leaves and acrobats gourds and scarecrows and the faces of the fall I'm willing to bet someday I'll forget how to love a leaf or love something at all I'm considering choices that have led to this and what it is is I'm working toward things I loved but can't do anymore I was swimming in cheap wood panelling and differences that live inside my doors I was thinking of faces in my head of people that I loved so hard before I was sinking in couches in my head and girls that kissed me on the face before ones I loved but don't know anymore I was living in tv show curtains in bedroom in the houses of my friends I'm considering the ways beginnings end and if I would die to be born again I've been breathing in ghosts and oxygen of people in a sad and gaseous form ones I loved but can't see anymore