LillieJuxx's video: Thinking out loud

- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - V E N T . (This video is full of mistakes so please don't mind them. I just wanted to vent my feelings). - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - ►Big announcement : All of you already knew that I was on hiatus I think. However, I'm going to take a real break from editing. I don't know how long it is going to last actually. Maybe one month, 2 months, or even one year (even if I doubt about the last possibility). - The reasons : 1) Studies. 2) Personal problems. 3) Editing blocking. I came to the extent in which I even want to give up editing, while I love it a lot. It has always been one of my ever fav hobbies. But atm, I don't feel like editing. It is more a task than a hobby, a way of expressing myself. It is getting on my nerves. And worst, it is disgusting me from the editing world. So before I totally hate editing and the editing world, YT and etc, I prefer to take a break. Maybe it won't last that long. Maybe tomorrow, I will feel better again. Who knows, actually? Anyway, it means that I won't take a MEP part until I feel like I can do it. I will rarely take a part, depending on my inspiration, my mood, the song and the deadline. I know that it is a lot, but atm, my life is a little bit messy so I need to organise all of my studies first, and to forget a little bit YT. HOWEVER, I will not stop editing for the moment. I still need to figure out if the break will be only for a while or if it is a complete decision. SO it means that I'll stay in my studios so far, and THAT I WILL FINISH ALL OF THE MEP PARTS THAT I SAID THAT I WILL DO. And for the MEPs whose deadlines have passed and for which I still need to give my part, I will DO IT THIS WEEK, or soon enough. I am sorry to take such a time, but I can't editing atm, so I need to force myself. And since I'm having slight (but not serious) personal problems, you will understand that editing is not my priority. BUT I AM DEEPLY SORRY FOR THIS BOTHER. I am sorry, everyone for this. I hope that you'll understand. And to my studios, you already know about my situation. I would like to stay in your studios please. And I'll try to do my best with the MEPs, but only when it will be possible. I am sorry in advance. I hope that you understand. Please don't kick me out please. THANK YOU. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - No pairing(s). Only feelings, angst. - Song : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zwxAFP0qYDc - I'll probably delete this video later. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Thanks for watching, and your support though. See you soon I hope.