MartellThaCool's video: asking the audience: do you embrace negativity or positivity goodinfluence rolemodel masking

greetings everyone. I was thinking about the audience and what kind of impact/awareness that I had on people. me and my new friend Majic Juan shared a deep conversation with both of us discussing the difference between: inspiration vs influence. not realizing on a deep level that I wasn't fully aware I was negatively affected and impacted being in a recording studio from producers that could be a bad influence on me but I felt forced to "sell out" in order to use these facilities to use for recording music. I am very mindful of things I said and do in my music. I admit I had used my music as an escape from reality and hardships growing up ranging from depression, anxiety, hopelessness and troubled background. now looking back into my life I admit I accidentally could influence my audience into a negative light and dark stereotype on the media and social media. as working seriously hard onto my 3rd project called: "The Momentum 2 Dig Deeper From Wit'n" debut EP album with an different mindset than what I'm used to and it's something I gotta learn how to adjust and be my true self for once without the personas and masks (I used masking as to protect myself from others, no offense) Majic Juan said some powerful words: just be true and authentic yourself without second guessing and not masking myself. I'm learning now how to unlearn and relearning how to be an proper artist and being around positive inspiration is having an effect on me from that. I'm grateful.