Meraki.'s video: my eighteenth year HBD TO ME read desc

"....i wish i could get my things and just let go” •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• Hi everyone!!! So,,,, basically my 18th year was very life changing. I started college and was challenged in so many ways. Who you hang out with contributes to the energy you give off. What you choose your major to be essentially becomes the path for the rest of your career. And who you become- well that involves a lot of trial and error. Of course I experienced and learned much more than the video entails HOWEVER I have chosen three themes to represent my general head space and essentially my attitude, throughout my eighteenth year. The beginning, the climax, and what I hope to accomplish from the lessons I’ve learned in my 19 year and on. THEMES -Freedom So I started this year with a lot of optimism and intrinsic motivation. I was very inspired to get out of my shell and try new things at my college (and honestly Mother’s daughter is a bit intense/dramatized in comparison to my actual life😹) but for vidding purposes it gives me such a shameless vibe and I was definitely feeling that when I started college. Of course all good things come to an end. -Lesson learned Whew chile. Sooo,,, about all the water.... my zodiac sign (cancer) is a water sign and it’s known that we feel e v e r y t h i n g INTENSELY (and man did i feel a lot of shit). I learned a lot during the climax of my 18th year. What I can put up with vs what I can’t, what I’m okay with vs what I’m not and what i am capable of vs what i limit myself to. (There’s a lot of hessa scenes in this part and the next because they reflected a good amount of the certain relationship I found myself in. I struggled a lot internally and kept it to myself for too long but we’re all works in progress, am I right? -Phoenix Ah, to be reborn. I’m actually not going to go too in depth on this part because I feel like I don’t have to. Nothing is decided yet but what is for sure is that I’m in a new chapter of my life. And yes I plan to get shit wrong along the way, but I hope I’ll get a lot more right. If anyone actually read all of that- thank you for allowing me to share myself with you❤️ As always, I hope you all enjoy/ed it! ❤ •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• all creds are in the video! •••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for "fair use" for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.