Mickeybeast's video: Sam Dean It s Worth It Supernatural

HD + Headphones for full experience. __________________________________ SONG: https://youtu.be/FIo2uqmLO6Y Coloring made by: Lean (ASTIBLE) Shoutout to Jo! (Worldie) You have been an inspiration for this video, I wouldn’t have heard this song without your beautiful video! I wanted to make a Sam and Dean video for some time now since it ended. Not the most perfect ending to the series, but I’m content with it. I’ve been a fan of this show for over a decade now. I was a 15 year old kid when I first watched it, I was going through one of the worst times with my depression. This show helped me get through so much when I had nobody. It will always be so special to me. I’m going to miss the hell out of this show! Even tho this video is more personal for a friend, than about the brothers. I still think this song fits them as well and all that they have been through together. __________________________________ For Lior. Always the Dean to my Sam. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Man, what a journey our friendship took. It’s been great to be able to re-heal our relationship this year, and if anything to find new strength to it. We share such a unique pain, being torn apart by the same person. Something I so desperately tried to save you from, but I know sometimes we just have to learn the hard way, just as much as I had to. I’m just glad that I’m able to help you through it now. It’s been awesome being able to be around the real you probably for the first time without any trouble behind it. I feel such a closeness to you that I wasn’t able to have before. It took a while to find our grounding in such a very complicated and confusing situation we were stuck in for too long, and it almost broke us apart. But I’m glad we are able to carry each other to heal and try to forget that dark past. I think finding each other in that wreckage was the best thing that came out of it. As much as I know it’s hard to let go of the past, and hard to just finally walk away from someone that didn’t even deserve us in the first place. That can’t see past their own delusions. That was never going to understand the weight we had to carry for them, the emotional manipulated torment they willing threw at us. It wasn’t fair to us, It was one of the worst chapters in our lives. The unbelievable rage we feel about it now, sometimes can be too much to handle. I’m just glad we are able to let it all out with each other when it boils over. I know how much you are struggling through it but I am so proud of you in every way possible for still hanging on and trying to better yourself. To undue all that taruma. I think some way we will always carry it, but with each other's support I know we can overcome it. I know when days and years pass, it will all just be a fog, to be forgotten as it should be. I know right now it feels harder to trust anybody, and it’s understandable. I hope I can be that person to lend you a hand, and find that trust again. To share and show you what a real healthy friendship should be. I’ll always help you find peace in this. You always meant a lot to me my dear old friend. I just wanted to make you a birthday video to show you how much I do care about you. (and you know me, how much I love making videos for my friends lol) You deserve all the love in the world. I think this song really expresses what we’ve been feeling about the past, about how far we’ve come with each other. Spending time with you is always comforting and fun af. You always put a smile on my face, and always make me laugh so hard. You always reassure me when I doubt myself, and you always remind me of the progress I’ve made through this journey of self-healing. I’m forever grateful for that. I can’t say how happy it’s made me to have you back into my life. Thank you for believing in me, for understanding me. I love you!