Miles Carter's video: the thing about depression

music is berlin by RY X One summer I met depression when it was rainy I thought often about driving nowhere and wherever nowhere was, I thought about building a home there I’ll put door on the porch and a lock on the door, I thought I’ll lock myself inside surrounding myself with the hope that my demons wouldn’t follow from the somewhere I left them to the nowhere I am the thing about depression, is it always finds me It isn't cute. It isn’t romantic. depression is bottomless Its falling into a nowhere and praying for impact it will consume you It makes it easy to say you’re okay because this is a lot harder to explain would you understand if I told you silence, is sometimes deafening and my demons they echo depression is silent it’s crossing a street without looking both ways, and the envy felt whilst driving past cemeteries it cannot be summarized by a word so trivial as “sad” escaping can be likened to an attempt to run from your shadow it will follow you into the dark @unfollowcarter