NICHOXLAS MUSIC's video: Nichoxlas Music - DREAMS

Nichoxlas Music - DREAMS Prod. Tundra Beats Rap - Storytelling - Lyrics - I've been battling my demons since I was a teen Walking through the hallways asking is this really me? Other kids they had a smile on but I was always frowning On the in but I knew how to blend in my surroundings Fifth of Boones Give me a pack of smooths Really thought I was cool Getting loaded before I started school Are you proud? I got an education Just a tool to be used In a shed named a generation I had dreams to be an engineer Someone that would build shit and you would wonder How'd they get it here? Passed all my tests in physics Calculus I never missed it Actually when I ran away The only thing I rally missed was The feeling that I had When I would take a test and pass I could stand up tall and proud And know I stood above the class Not to shame my pupils Just to say that I could do it Cause my father was a piece of shit That made me want to prove it Fifth of Boones Give me a pack of smooths Really thought I was cool Getting loaded before I started school Are you proud? I got an education Just a tool to be used In a shed named a generation I would wake up early just get to school Fit in all the groups I would say that I was pretty cool But nobody knew that I had problems of my own Life was like a prison when I entered in my home But I didn't wanna be burden So I never showed I was hurting Screamed so loud but they never heard me Inside I felt like I was burning What are friends Everybody has left me Everybody pretends Got me feeling empty Now I'm full of hate I'm not even twenty I'm drawing a blank Can't answer the question I ran away from problems that I couldn't solve Sometimes the solution is that it's better to not get involved I look back on days of my younger self wish I could have helped Sit that boy down and tell him that you can't do this by yourself You got a lot of dreams but life will wake you from your sleep Break apart your goals like glass if you're lucky you can keep Maybe a piece of what you wanted you can take it and start over You can try to stop the wheels of time you'll be burning rotors