Novel Official Page's video: Novel - Fear Self Loathing Official Video

Written, performed & produced by Novel Directed by Video Rahim Uncensored, Rated R version available on iTunes. Buy/Stream “Fear & Self Loathing” : iTunes - https://itunes.apple.com/album/id1272416237 Amazon - https://www.amazon.com/dp/B074VFVMFV/ref=cm_sw_r_sms_awdo_.duRzb14JG5AD Spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/77lQyoxYxDBvq414JF3Y2n Follow Novel: Twitter: https://www.Twitter.com/Iamnovel Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/Novel1 Management & Team (The Goonies): Manager- https://twitter.com/ksmiles5 Production Team: https://twitter.com/JKahlerMusic & https://www.instagram.com/ghostdevoe/ Director/Editor: Video Rahim http://musicvideorahim.com Producer: Ashley Simpson Director of Photography: Matthew Hurley Camera Assistant: Joseph Skillas Cast: Victoria Sun, Angelica Rubio, Liv Milovat, Tuk Smith, Justin Kahler, Alex Naylor, Kim Smith & Narrie LYRICS: (Verse 1) I never liked high school Never was the prom King/ Life seemed complicated I Never dated the prom queen / The valedictorian Was most likely to "make it"/ Somebody should of told her ass That shit is overrated/ I hung out with the weirdos Stayed out with the thugs/ I never really fit in But I never gave a f*ck/ When I felt my 1st heartbreak I was crushed/ So I drank enough vodka Till it tasted like love/ (Pre Chorus) I lost myself tryna please everybody Now I'm losing everybody Tryna find myself/ Wish I could exchange my heart And replace it with a liver So I can drink more and care less/ (Chorus) I often confuse Depression with boredom I guess I'm bored out of my mind I often confuse Depression with boredom And I guess I'm bored out of my mind I often confuse affection with sex Ever since love became hard to find I often confuse Depression and boredom Well I guess I'm bored out of my mind I guess, I guess (Verse 2) I tried going to rehab But all I do is relapse/ My friends tried interventions But I just told them “relax/ I know im contradicting I just be self medicating”/ You know I tried religion I even tried meditating/ (Pre Chorus) I lost myself tryna please everybody Now I'm losing everybody Tryna find myself/ Wish I could exchange my heart And replace it with a liver So I can drink more and care less /