PhxSix0Two's video: SPM - Swim With Lyrics

Song off SPM's new album "The Last Chair Violinist". Lyrics Below..... [Intro] I was 3 when my old man left in the wind Pushed me in the ocean, turned around & said "swim" That's what I did even though I was scared I kept kicking cuz a person only floats when hes dead [Verse 1] If I had one wish, it wouldn't be wealth It would be that if we could just love ourselves Cuz everyday it's like we kill a million dreams And it seems everybody on different teams I don't mean to get deep, I'm just speaking the truth We in a two bed trailer with a nick in the booth I ate potatoes every way, you can ever make em When your hungry gotta use your imagination My mom did the best she would hug & kiss me Even though we had more fucking mice than Disney I still had some polos and plenty of draws While she was living life with the same two bras The lightning strikes like Garth say Thunder Rolls Life is cool like an Eskimo in summer clothes I suffer softly but never let nothin stop me And I miss my little girl like somebody shot me [Chorus] They walk on me until I die Take me to die so now they'll come around [Repeats in Background] I was 3 when my old man left in the wind Pushed me in the ocean, turned around & said "swim" That's what I did even though I was scared I kept kicking cuz a person only floats when hes dead [Verse 2] I be prison made cross, fuck diamonds & jewels Still flyer than Jordan when he was runnin with bulls So many shots had missed, so many cops was pissed So many songs I had written in the past on this Its a lot of impostors tryna tell you the same But how the fuck can I explain, no one knows my pain From the cord on my navel, I was a G from the cradle I don't start cuz they say that bitch Kane killed Abel I'm not sure you understand it, but I must express it Santa clause is on heroin there aint no presence And rhyme all this shit makes my eyes so watery Now I understand why you try to win the lottery We gon' make it i promise, don't let the memories haunt us I remember we was at the bus stop in pajamas Tryna run from a home that brought so many tears Bad luck like we must of broke a thousand mirrors [Chorus] They walk on me until I die Take me to die so now they'll come around [Repeats in Background] I was 3 when my old man left in the wind Pushed me in the ocean, turned around & said "swim" That's what I did even though I was scared I kept kicking cuz a person only floats when hes dead [Repeat 2x]