Vix in Japan's video: I doubt my ability as an artist all the time - Amiga Deluxe Paint 8 color pixel art

I doubt if I am a good artist all the time, and I tell you why. I made a huge change to my life at the age of 36 to move to Japan to live and work. 3 years later I am still here; I share with you why I get doubts from time to time and how I tackle these doubts and ensure no matter what, I keep on trying, I keep on creating artwork. The artwork shown is an 8 color Deluxe Paint creation of my OC Saki Endo aged 5 years old "witnessing" a traumatic moment in her life. Designed in Deluxe Paint on an emulated Amiga setup. Thumbnail modified under license from the original photo © Bill Bertram 2006, CC-BY-2.5 — Attribution. -- You can read my debut manga Future Saviors for free here: https://linktr.ee/futuresaviors You can help support the channel, artwork and my manga Future Saviors in many ways: *Patreon:* https://patreon.com/pixel_vixen from $2 a month *Ko-fi:* https://ko-fi.com/pixel_vixen *Future Saviors, Retro Gaming & Japan Merch/Photos on RedBubble Store*: https://tinyurl.com/y543sbsy *Instagram*: https://www.instagram.com/stories/pixel_vixen_in_japan *Tees on Amazon including Future Saviors merch, the Amiga, Super Nintendo/Famicom, Mega Drive, Commodore 64 and more pixel art designs:* UK: https://tinyurl.com/y4bmp9x9 USA: https://tinyurl.com/y3url56k DE: https://tinyurl.com/y52plesh FR: https://amazon.fr/dp/B08JJ485KM IT: https://amazon.it/dp/B08JJ4MMB5 ES: https://amazon.es/dp/B08JJ5QMSK Sorry - not all countries I'd like to offer them through are supported yet by Amazon.