Robert Clark 🎸Atmospheric Guitar Exploration's video: INSIDE OUT When I felt the chords

Thank You all for your support and for stopping by. I will go out on a limb here. I play mostly when I truly need to get stuff out. I do not practice like I should. I have taught myself from 2018 on that I wanted to learn from within , knowing just some basic chords at the time. What's happened is, For better or worse, it's become my way out, my expression, my relief and maybe most of all My break through pain medication. I'm not always gloomy or down and out. That's just the stuff I seemingly like. But when I have had my head down or hands raised to the sky I run to my guitar. This time it was these two little chords I picked out. The first phrase of clean soloing was really relaxing and felt nice , and then I put the axe down and decided to change the solo patch and made a completely different solo for the dirty tone part in which while I was playing , I could feel the tension leaving my body disappearing in the notes. My playing begins to get a bit aggressive and sloppy. But my eyes were closed most of the second solo. I usually look down at the frets. But something came out and I caught it. Usually call this Raw. It Is. By no means do pass this off as anything more than me just playing how I do. Out of practice and in a groove within. I hope this makes sense. Basically I am thankful that I am at a point I can almost just freely let go (Mistakes and slop included) but I'm liking how I feel after. Thank you for taking the time to read this. Anyway. It's always a pleasure to play. I get tied up with babysitting now which is a good thing. Last week as you know was the ear thing. It's still needing time ...Then my dad got sick and my daughter and family too. So they kept baby home ...Roo hurt himself again or was not well. Things might be a little better now I hope. Thank you all for your patience. Thanks for all your support and comments. See you soon. Take good care and stay you. YOU are Beautiful. That's a fact.