RoxiBee's video: Living in fast forward

I wrote this quote recently.. and recorded it. Therefore i'd appreciate it if you did not steal it. I tried using as many un-used clips in this video as possible, most are clips that I just haven't used because I hate the lighting, quality, or camera angle or something (i'm quite picky) but I decided to deal with it so that I could post this for you guys. I'd like to apologize for my absence, yet again. I've been super busy but have been trying to edit every night, obviously not for to much time. READ Diva is doing fabulous, she is continuing to make awesome progress and am quite sure that there will be no time where she will stop progressing. She's such a firey little mare and tries her freaking heart out 110% of the time. I also feel as though we are really starting to build our "special" connection and I quite like it. On to some updates. (For those of you who do not have me on facebook or instagram) Firstly. I'm more than likely moving to Ontario to be a working student at an eventing facility. Not exactly sure when as of yet, but so far it's looking like it will be sometime early 2014, and yes. Diva will be coming with me! :) Secondly.. The lady whom I had decided to sell him to really gave him absolutely no chance, she rode him only twice after buying him then decided he was too much horse for her and put him back up on the market. She tells me she is selling him, so i ask that she please tell me who she was going to be selling him to so that I could keep track of him. I saw an ad she had posted " TB gelding for sale $500 *NEED HIM GONE BY THE WEEKEND* " Yeah. So this frightened me, like how on earth could she sell him that quickly and to the right person? So i waited for her response, and did not get one. Well. Here's the thing. Johnny was 3 hours away from me, and at this point I had begun to believe that I would be one of those people constantly posting an ad titled "HAVE YOU SEEN THIS HORSE?!" A few days ago I emailed the owner of the facility which I board at to ask about some filming locations around the property and send her my channel as she had no idea I was into this stuff. After seeing videos of Johnny she replies with "I am not 100% sure but I do believe Johnny is here now and he is turned out with Diva in the pasture, they're glued at the hip." ... WHAT. The chances of this actually being true are soo slim. I mean, 3 hours away, my barn is extremely private as it is more so just a family run training and breeding facility with the odd boarder. So two days later I go out and guess who is in the very last stall.. I could not be happier!! Johnny has somehow ironically come knocking at my door step. I can't get over this, like the chances... You know what they say. "if it's meant to be.." Although.. I think this may be more so a case of, he needed me. Which brings me onto the next part. I met his owner, she is such a nice lady with a huge heart and clearly already just loves him to bits. She has promised to give him the chance he needs, and give him that forever home with her. But unfortunately seeing as the last lady gave him no chance, she had no info to provide to his new owner. This is where I believe him coming back to me comes in.. as i have promised to answer and questions and help them along on their journey when need be, and in return she has offered to let me ride him often and spend as much time as i'd like with him. I know a lot of you don't believe in fate, but if this is not FATE. Than please, tell me what else it is. Facebook: Lauren Roxibee Instagram: Laurenndanielle Twitter: @Laurrenny Quote: People spend to much time seeking answers from their past. The past is the past, tomorrow is tomorrow, and tomorrow will soon be the past. The past has already answered your questions in order to teach you lessons for tomorrow. So take note of today because today any questions will be answered to keep you moving onto tomorrow. Take advantage of this. Because this is life. This cycle of past and present is our learning tool. Not to confuse us, but to teach us and to keep us moving forward. There are no pause or rewind buttons on life. But there is a fast forward button. Time passes quickly, so grasp onto it and don't look over your shoulder because there is nothing to look back for. There are no answers in the past that have not been discovered. But ahead of you there is everything to be discovered.