ShadowXLugia's video: She Makes me feel like I have a heart

MADE **Jul 1, 2011** The Recordings (beginning part where there is static and around the end where there is more static) IS NOT ACTING, its a actual message i got from my phone from someone i really love... Yes my real name is Mia for any of you who didnt know this already. ------------------------------------------------------------­---------------------- Kiara: (recording)Mia I miss you I really Miss you..I love you so call me when you can bye Kovu: Im in love with a woman i can never have Random person: So why cant you have her shes with another man i assume? Kiara: Im your friend... Kovu: Now im hurt... kovu: and it SUCKS. Random person: Theres a part of you that FEELS for her, that part of you that is FINALLY after all this time is willing to feel something Kovu: Im trusting you, dont make me regret it. Kovu: was the only one i liked, she made me feel like i had a heart. Kiara: (recording) hey Mia..Of course i knew you wouldn't answer but theres still hope.....I love you, hopefully i'll talk to you tomorrow bye.. ____________________________________________________ Okay so this is a video based off my emotions the pass i dont know few weeks? The story is out of order but this is pretty much what its about... So as alot of you may know by now, Last year my girlfriend had broken up with me...For an entire year i couldnt love anyone like i loved her, i couldnt date anyone else i couldnt love anyone else. Until I met someone on here (wont say who unless she doesnt mind...) That i fell madly in love with. I never thought EVER that id love someone i meet online and love someone with the same burning passion i did with my ex...Sadly the love came with a price the girl already has a girlfriend, i tried to back away to stay away because i was afraid of falling head over heels for her i was afraid that if i love her to a certain point i knew i was just going to end up hurt like i always do....But she didnt want me to leave she continued to tell me she loved me too and that she was torn between me and her girlfriend...a few weeks ago before she left to go see her girlfriend She started ignoring me, ignoring my calls my text everything....(thats when she ended up calling me saying that she missed me) She told me that..she was hoping that if she ignored me she would get rid of the torness that she has between me and her girlfriend...a few days later her girlfriend (WHO I HATE!! Not because im jealous but no offence shes a BITCH) sent me a picture of her and The girl i like kissing...it felt like something pierced my heart...the pain in it all was just to much...its very hard to explain....I ended up texting the girl i liked (because i didnt want to yell at her girlfriend, its not right of me they are dating i dont have the right to tell her off....i have more manners then that) but The girl i liked said that she only saw me as a friend, a best friend or a sister that she had lost the feelings she had for me and that her girlfriend was the only one that could have her heart....again hurt i stopped talking to her for a few days..I dont mind being her friend but after everything we had went through and all that stuff she had said to me i couldnt do it I mean WHAT kind friend could i be if she cant even talk about her girlfriend around me without feeling like im choking, like my heart is sinking...... Of course at the end of this all i did end up answering her calls she apologized to me and said that it wasnt true...but im afraid to trust anyone, Im afraid to love anyone because i dont want to be hurt...After so long of feeling empty of course with my luck id fall in love with someone whos taken....someone i shouldnt even love because you were never mine in the first place. __________________________________ additional Voices (c) Vampire diaries and Kingdom hearts 2