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ShinjuRose's video: Starlight Keeper

@【暗黒】『Starlight Keeper』
This cover may not be perfect, and I apologize in advance, but I was either trying to hold back tears or actually crying while recording so I hope you'll understand. ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ Mp3: https://app.box.com/s/jqtdqtu9cbj0vzyzugqi Fanpage: http://www.facebook.com/shinjurose.an Ask me anything: http://ask.fm/shinjurose If you'd like to buy me a coffee: http://ko-fi.com/shinjurose ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ So, before I get all emotional let me say that I totally love this wonderful song composed by Momo and I wanted to sing it since it was out but I never had the courage to actually try hitting those high notes but it was high time to finally try, yeah. And now to emotional stuff... Today I had to say goodbye to someone who was in my life for only a couple of days but meant a world to me. To some of you it may seem unreasonable why would I be so broken because of that, especially knowing that I'm actually talking about a cat... So, few days ago I went to a shelter and got a kitten. I live alone and I was feeling really lonely so I thought I could help a homeless cat that way, by giving it a warm home and lots of love that it deserves. And so I got him, we clicked instantly, I never saw a cat this clingy and smart in my entire life, he would spend every second with me, he would follow me everywhere and he showed me affection no other being showed me before. This one was special since the beginning. Unfortunately just as we got home he didn't feel well. Few days later after this, when I already fell in love with him, I was already really concerned about his health since he refused to eat or drink, though I bought every possible cat food and tried to feed him literally everything I could to keep him healthy. We ran to see a vet asap ... and it turned out he could have a deadly virus. The next day, today, we went to the vet again to get his IV and test him for the virus. Sadly the test came positive and there was no chance to rescue him, he would either suffer and die at my house or leave while he was still happy and not in so much pain... they didn't even let me say a proper goodbye, asked me to leave him and put him down. The kitten was only 3 months old. I know this can sound really silly to someone who never had such a connection with an animal but it completely broke me. I really needed to vent and calm down, I felt like even though I did everything I could it is still not enough... so this is a cover in memory of my dear kitten, my friend and my family. RIP Ymir, I hope you're happy wherever you are right now... "I will sing a song that fights off the beast that interrupts your dreams, sleep tight" _________________ Music, illustration, animation: momocashew Lyrics: Xinning & momocashew Original vid: http://youtu.be/4gGmXdslrlY

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This video was published on 2014-11-11 03:27:43 GMT by @ShinjuRose on Youtube. ShinjuRose has total 19.8K subscribers on Youtube and has a total of 96 video.This video has received 376 Likes which are lower than the average likes that ShinjuRose gets . @ShinjuRose receives an average views of 62.8K per video on Youtube.This video has received 20 comments which are lower than the average comments that ShinjuRose gets . Overall the views for this video was lower than the average for the profile.

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