Sinewave Fox's video: gray fox - eyelids

I want you to love me, I want you to love me Even if it doesn’t feel right I’ve been stuck in my headaches, stuck in these fantasies, stuck chasing remedies that ruin my sanity Stuck in my vanity, rushed to the canopies and opened my residence to any who would answer me It’s my specialty, yearning for the pleasantries, wondering why everybody’s feeling it instead of me Obsessed with my sensual desires, I’m sexually inspired by a woman who thinks I’m worth anything at all ‘Cause my confidence has never been tall, and my reliance on self feels wrong And my defiance of help is a flaw / I can’t avoid rust with a heart made of bronze This alcohol makes me feel used, I hide it by acting like a fool, I swim in these pools and I act real shrewd to stand next to you and hopefully get lost in your bedroom But how can I get through? When you wake up in the morning feeling like a version of yourself Aversion is a crutch, will I ever be enough? / I can still feel your teeth on my tongue I always love too easily - I wonder why they end up leaving me ‘Cause it only takes one night to find that I’m not really worth your time And it only takes one night for me to be attached to the roots and dream of blossoming with the sweetest of fruits in the Evergreen, merrily, life is but a nightmare so I wonder how I might fare if I could steal you away, sailing with your soul as stowaways, sifting through the streams of a lowered haze Dawn is on the horizon, I wonder what it’s like under your eyelids I want you to love me, I want you to touch me I want you to haunt me, want you to taunt me But most importantly I just want you to fuck me I want you to love me, I want you to crush me I want you to corrupt me, want you to show me why But really I just want you to close your eyes And tell me what you see