Srt India's video: Rip Bestfriend

Ananda,....Brother ? ( we used to call each other brothers ) My days has gone dark. I see no color no more. I feel like it was my fault. I should have been there ! I mean me and this girl was together 24/7. We used the bathroom together we bathed together. That’s why I feel like it’s my fault. I was supposed to have been sitting there with you while you was in the tub. I wouldn’t have let you drown. you was my best friend dude literally. I know I’m finally admitting. you always called me bestfrisnd and you know i don’t like that word. Every since my first girl bestfriend betrayed me I never trusted or liked bitchs after. But some how God put us together but I still wouldn’t call you my bestfriend for shit in the world. We had the most weirdest goofiest friendship. Let’s not forget we used to get DUMB high. We fell out for a whole year foo. I’ve held such a big grudge against you and that’s what makes it so worse. I’m so hurt because I was just thinking about reuniting with you. I added you back on snapchat for a reason and I still didn’t do what I wanted too do because that voice in my head kept saying don’t text you. Now I’ll never have the chance to fix where we left off at. I’ll never forget. We was on bad terms bruh. I didn’t get to say “ goodbye “ or “ I love you “ . I’ll never get this bond back again. I never met anybody like you. Only person I knew like you was me. When I looked at you I seen myself. We act too much alike dude. We both weird asl that’s what makes our friendship so unique. Best friend I’m so lost. I’m so lost right now. I can’t breathe my heart is hurting, I’m dizzy , I can’t focus , reality keep hitting me harder every time I try to get my mind off this. Why bruh. This is ALL MY FAULT! I feel so bad. I hate I held a grudge for so long knowing I wanted you back in my life. Selfish can you say ? Now I’ll never see you again. I love you forever ananda this one hit home fasho💔