TCBpon's video: Ditherer - She s Not Real TCB Flip

-- Coming to a feels thread near you -- A little remix of a track off Ditherer's recent project, make sure to go check that out!! https://ditherer.bandcamp.com/album/hold-your-horses https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCe-iNCN2GqCicWMwFVLpT7Q https://soundcloud.com/ditherer https://twitter.com/DitherFuss original image by Chainsaw (I can't find the link! hmu if you have it, please) https://twitter.com/TCBpon Highly recommend you go listen to Ditherer's "Hold Your Horses" There's tons of great tracks, I might want to remix some more in the future. For this one, I wanted to make a gloomy instrumental to the track, the original had a somber tone to it, but I wanted to see if I could take it further in that direction, and I think it came out pretty well. I think the kind of Lofi pads and sloppily sequenced drums enhance the dreary mood the lyrics bring Hope you enjoy! Lyrics: He eats behind the trailers, feels a feeble-minded failure Yesterday he was a kid, it seems like even time is airward No one could say his name and he feels lonely, a brony, A phony kid - pretending to belong has made him stony Only smiling staring into space, thinkin' bout his bae Her picture in his wallet helps to get him through the day The students don't acknowledge if they see her there And he don't bother telling parents if they'd even care Scared - how's he supposed to put his feelings into words When the one who makes him happy doesn't even come from Earth? And so he hides it all and acts like ponies are gross And ensures that he's anonymous whenever his soul is exposed Took a dozen searches just to find her figurine So he takes it out and kisses it goodnight before his bitter dreams Face in pillow deep, muffle burdening the wimpers Behind the wall of sleep, somewhere worlds away she whispers Think of me when you're out, when you're out there I'll beg you nice on my knees And when the world treats you way too fairly It's a shame I'm a dream Each morning he awakens nourish brain with courage, play absurdist But the days go on and when it fades he’s nervous, maybe hurtin One has to ask if a Galatea’s worth the pain in service But loud doubts don’t break the surface, her mane is perfect And now the love's up in his chest like how a geyser goes If she's not real how come he always sees her when his eyes are closed? Love and verve, or the closest thing that he deserve To elope with her he needs some rope so he can leave the Earth Wrong planet in the queue, people only ruffled feathers Maybe he got sent here just because his cards weren’t shuffled better All he knows is they should be together somewhere heavenly Fate can acquiesce, he finds his dreams were accurate Down a dozen capfuls he would pray she was a Capulet A stirring in the ether, he’s sure it has to be her He loves her, he lo- oh, he’ll tell her when he sees her! Backyard in the grass, all alone except for stars Plastic hooves on collarbone, calm and prone, exit starts Wrote out his goodbyes, now the lights align in shining space He closes both his eyes and thinks he sees her crying smiling face. Think of me when you're out, when you're out there I'll beg you nice on my knees And when the world treats you way too fairly It's a shame I'm a dream