VRQwerty's video: Tsu Surf Where Have You Been LYRICS

[Verse 1: Tsu Surf] Shit, it feel like yesterday, I wanted to dress like you Hella bitches, I was watchin', wanted a Lex like you Ratchet on my right side, on the left Bible Lookin' in the mirror – fuck, I look just like you I'm older now and I'm understandin' women Shit, you was just probably different 'Cause Mommy was busy bitchin' But your distance took me right up off the court And put me in the kitchen To the blocks, still daydreamin' about the court visions Used to stress over mistimes, still do Some niggas ain't know my name, I was just lil you Distance made me question, was he kin of me? Like fuck being "lil you," they gon' remember me Can you guess when I lost my virginity? You put somethin' into me that made you a enemy Protect who?! Support what?! Shit, I don't think you came to court once [Hook] Daddy, where'd you go? You just walked away I'm feelin' like I never needed you Every time I'd see the mirror I looked away ('Cause I looked just like you) Mommy said you was comin' back to stay (Mommy lied!) Said fuck it and [...] (I tried!) I wasn't waitin' for you for another day (Would still be standin' by that door if I ain't realize) [Verse 2: Tsu Surf] I can't cry for my mistakes, but it really woulda been great Ain't have to forget me I woulda forgave you if you came late But you didn't, now I'm hangin' with them gangs late Before I knew it, it was coke, dope, same plate The shackled hands, chained waist Looked at Momma in that pained face Like, "Where'd her boy go?" 'cause she don't see the same face Sheriff keep tellin' a nigga like, "Sir, please stand straight!" Tired of lookin' at this judge in his damn face Momma ate more than she could shit Every time I looked back, it just made a nigga sick Fought the streets alone, you ain't defend me Went and replaced that empty space with a semi No time to think about why Daddy ain't get me When I'm torn between these .38's or 12-12 skinnies Once I stopped playin' ball you was done with me But I still got a shot, it's just a gun with me There's so much shit to say, I need another verse This song would never end if I was talkin' about my mother hurt It's for that lil' nigga who Daddy never walked through the doors Never got cleaned up, he never had chores Who know how he feel 'cause he never had joys If he ain't teach you they draw too, you better have force Never told me it could happen in broad day I had to find out the hard way You got a family now and I respect that And somewhere down the line I want just that Wife, kids, dog, big house – yup, just that Sound about right, tryin' to figure where I was left at Tug of war with your wife and shit My hand shakin', hand shakin', tryin' to write this shit Just needed a ear, I've been through all type of shit Movie clips, your boy coulda got life and shit Movie clips, your boy coulda got life and shit [Hook] Daddy, where'd you go? You just walked away I'm feelin' like I never needed you Every time I'd see the mirror I looked away ('Cause I looked just like you) Mommy said you was comin' back to stay (Mommy lied!) Said fuck it and [...] (I tried!) I wasn't waitin' for you for another day (Would still be standin' by that door if I ain't realize)