XDinexitaXD's video: 6 years without Haylee Girl

I don't know what to say, what to feel, what to do, but sit here thinking of the legacy a 4 year-old left behind. I've been having a hard weekend, I've been crying too much, thinking too much, suffering too much. It's just that Haylee came into my life like a sister, and I never got to meet, to hold, to talk to that sister. She's a sister I feel I know for so many years, but one I never had the change to say "I love you" to. I love her as sure as the air I breath. She's my constant reminder of the beauty in this world, of the smiles you need to smile, of the laughs you need to laugh. She was everything, and as said by her mommy "The best of us all". Haylee had her way of doing things, her sweet gentle touch, her glowing face that lit up the "whole world". I could say my heart is breacking, I could say it hurts too much, and to be truth, I could say a million things: but nothing will ever truely explain what it makes us all feel. There's not a word in this world strong enough, bad enough, painful enough, that can describe Haylee's loss. Come 6 years later, and desbelief still takes me over. She was just a child, God. She was a month shy from her 5th Birthday - she had so much left to see, to do, to say, to BE. She had the whole world to travel, her whole life ahead to enjoy - and all that could have been, all that never was, was left in a pool on the 3rd of June 2006. I can't comprehend any of this, and I believe I never will. Haylee is deep encraved in my heart just like tattoos in the skin. She's never going to be completely gone because her presence still follows us wherever we go, and her love - her love is brighter than any love you could ever imagine. But her sweet voice, her little giggle, all those days - everything is gone. What hurts me the most about all of this, was that Haylee's accident was preventable. It was so, so easy to watch over her for 5 freacking minutes. It was so easy not to leave her. But a relative decided to do so. She decided there was "no problem" in leaving a 4 year-old child ALONE in the pool. I'll never get over what happened, nor will anyone who loves Haylee this much. So, as the summer approaches, I ask you to watch this video with your hearts wide opened and think to yourselves that sadly, we cannot bring our Haylee Girl back, but if she saves other children's lives - our souls will know peace. Fly High today and forever, Haylee. We love you so much! Thank You. Inês C.