celestialashes's video: sierra jamey mess is mine

Hd is good for health ! omg i feel so related to this movie ! this is like the story of my teenage time on high school when i met this guy, we started tchating on text and phone calls of like 4 hours each saturday night, talking of absolutly everything but the difference with the movie is proublably that i never lied on my name or my look haha !!! but my story doesn't have a happy ending 'cause the dude actually had a girlfriend while we had this weird connection and i decided to end this 'cause it was strating to get toxic for me and unrespectfull of his girlfriend....particulary when he broke up with her because of me and actually started dating another girl, a friend we had in common without telling me first (yeah it was my friend that actually said this to me...). i decided this day that i would never again let any guy let me get attatch to him without taking the final step of embracing his feeling like Jamey did on the movie. Sierra is dealing the exact same issues i had to deal with in hight school. yeah i'm a bit fat and i suffered of it becaue i was bullied for it. i guess now i can talk about it more openly 'cause it's long past and i'm over this feeling. i am who i am and i love who i am. i want to be aroung people whom can accept me for me and not because they think they can change me to fit more with their ideals. and yeah, i had issues with another guy, but it's a too complicated and too personnal story to tell here but he sort of teached me the biggest and the most important lesson of my life: i should never let anyone tell me what i worth or who i am. if a guy can't love me and actually assume his feelings for me with enought of confidence and courage than he doesn't deserve me. Girls, please, if you too one day felt the same way. Tha society let you think that you are wrong, fat, not beautiful enought, not smart enought, not perfect enought than let me tell you that society is wrong. you are beautiful how you are because true beauty comes when a women (or a man) feels really confident with her/himself. so yea be confident, be proud of your choices, of the person you are and i promise, one day, someone will notice you, get attention and fell for you and this time, when it happens, you'll know that it was because of the really human being that you are inside that reflected on the outside. So thank you netflix for this movie ! Full of truth and pure lessons. This movie is a lesson about life, about love, about friendship... remember, days/hours to make but seconds/minutes to like/comment ! • coloring: amnesia by maryxstuart • song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hg90JDJF0PU • program: final cut pro x • Edited by hajou __________________________ • find me here: • tumblr: http://poisonandwolves.tumblr.com/ • twitter: https://twitter.com/MllHale • ask: http://ask.fm/MarniaProdz • 8tracks: http://8tracks.com/poisonandwolves • tvshow time: mllhale __________________________________________ Copyright Disclaimer Under Section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for "fair use" for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing. Non-profit, educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use.