eli.'s video: eli - disappear official music video

track 12 from my upcoming album, "the way we used to love." out on February 22nd. you can pre-order or pre-save on any stores or streaming platforms- PURCHASE/PRESAVE - https://www.imelilucas.com/album/ stream this song - spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/17fD3RFZDgFILBiD2kB6xV?si=aCsHaL0fS7iRKVdaV7b_mQ apple music - https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/the-way-we-used-to-love/1447704688 eli. https://www.imelilucas.com https://www.youtube.com/elilucasmusic https://www.instagram.com/imelilucas https://www.twitter.com/imelilucas https://www.soundcloud.com/imelilucas JOIN MY DISCORD! be able to talk to me anytime! https://discord.gg/2HJVEVh Filmed by Cole Christian - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCuOqNLKqXBLl8gvCia-NqZQ lyrics i've been feeling low, so low now tryna do my best, don't know how holding onto hope for life now but i become consumed with doubt carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders looking for the answers, maybe i'll know once i'm older but please hang on please hang with me i'll be back soon i'll be back time for me to go i need some room to grow i feel so alone no one even knows i just wanna disappear take me far away from here i don't wanna face my fears i just wanna disappear i wanna do my best, but... i don't know what's next yet i just need a reset i just wanna be something i just wanna change your life i just wanna do it right everything i wanna do, everything i wanna be i see it all happen for me, i find it hard to believe finding it harder to breathe, yeah i just wanna feel complete why do i not feel complete? oh, i know that is on me you all gave me everything, yeah, yeah, yeah carrying the burdens of the world upon my shoulders looking for the answers, maybe i'll know once i'm older need some time to recollect myself, please don't forget me when i disappear next week, i hope you can forgive me i don't wanna disappear i just wanna stay right here moving is my greatest fear maybe i should disappear