gemstone.'s video: Goodbye Vidding

I have been vidding on and off for 10 years. And sometimes it gets too much, sometimes I feel like I am forcing myself to make videos, and that can get extremely shitty after a while. I recently started my 3rd year of uni, and I thought I’d be able to vid, but due to some hardships, uni work and getting a new job, I have lost all passion and drive for vidding. It has gotten to the stage where I feel like I am forcing myself to make vids. I need to step away from vidding for a while, I am so sorry if I owe you parts, I thought I could manage everything but I can’t. I’ll be back eventually, I just need time to clear my head. I’ve put myself in the mindset that this is a goodbye so I can actually get inspiration rather than give myself a time limit, as I feel that this will make me continue to force myself. Here’s a collection of collab parts and previews that I managed to make before I lost my drive. I am so sorry to everyone that I owe to, but I am in no position to make anything, I physically can’t bring myself to open Sony, let alone make a vid. I hope you understand.