hurricane drunk's video: don t panic my mad fat diary

« we live in a beautiful world... » 720p, please (& read). - ah you, beautiful show, you have stolen my heart. almost two months have gone by since season one finished airing and I'm still as obsessed as I was when I first watched it. MMFD has such a special beauty in it, which strikes you completely and goes straight to your heart. I have so many things to say about it, so many reasons why I love this show so much. Despite the fact it deals with pretty dark themes, it's filled with such a contagious feeling of hope and love, which goes beyond the boyfriend/girlfriend kind of love, a love that conquers all and eventually wins. this show speaks to you and brings you to think about yourself, your issues, your insecurities - present and past - but also about what makes you strong and beautiful, what makes you special, because everyone is different and beautiful in its own way. I'm not sixteen anymore but I remember every second of my teens and it's hard, accepting yourself when you don't like yourself. It doesn't matter how much you weigh. You can be thin and still profoundly dislike what you see in the mirror because you feel like you're not 'perfect' enough... because you think people care more about what's outside than inside... because you've never been loved for who you really are or - if you were - you were too busy disliking yourself to realize it. because if there's one thing I've learned, it's that love doesn't grow on self-hatred. you need a fresh start. you need to 'clean' yourself from it before being able to let someone in and show them the amazingness inside of you. // end of the serious part - about the vid, I started this a couple of weeks ago and sort of gave up on it because I wasn't inspired enough to finish it but then yesterday I opened vegas and bam: there it was. I guess you can never predict things, creativity wise. I think it doesn't have enough Rae/Finn in it but you know I ADORE THEM and I am completely biased and in the end I couldn't make it all about them when I love all the characters and relationships SO MUCH it almost hurtsssss. also, one of my favourite Coldplay songs, jhjhjhjhjljhsga I miss their old sound. - dedicated to my special one, to my dani. consideralo come un regalo di compleanno anticipato, luv (but again, what is a birthday when I tell you I love you every day? :p) - I'm pretty much sure my computer is dying, through overheating and general crap (it's so old, my baby, sob) so I'm not sure if I'm gonna be able to vid in the next future. Praying to get a new one for my birthday in June: THAT would be AWESOME :p - made for fun, not for profit, I own absolutely nothing except the editing and myfinnfeeeeels lol