hurricane drunk's video: the nicest thing dan blair

"and I wish we could see if we could be something..." 720p. | read first. - A boy and a girl meet. A boy and a girl become friends, best friends. At some point, one falls in love with the other. At first, there's denial, shameless denial. You keep acting like nothing has changed but, deep down, you know it has and there's no coming back. Nothing's ever gonna be the same because, sometimes, the other person loves you but is not in love with you and, as much as you will always care a lot about him, you just can't help but drawing a line. because it hurts. Because you notice everything about him while he doesn't. Because he's your first thought in the morning and your last at night but you are not. Because you'd spend hours listening to him talking about nonsense - even finding sense in that 'nonsense' - just to hear him talk. Because he makes you happy just by being there and you wish you could make him as happy... and you know it's not gonna happen. Because for you, he's "everything". For him, you are "something" and it's not enough. Not anymore. - This is my story and this is one of my ways of coping, as I always do, because it hurts, talking about it. Even thinking about it hurts. My heart, though, is still there and I know it'll be fine again, eventually. Somehow, when things get bad, editing makes it better and this time was no exception, maybe because I have such a strong connection with this pairing, I can easily use them to talk about my feelings. See, if I wrote gg, my story would've been Blair's too. To be quite honest, I don't really know what this video really means. Some of you can see it as a feelings-swap or even AU-thing (because the show made it pretty clear Dan was the "giving" part) but, beneath all the crap gossip girl gave us, I do believe she felt something real for him and, if there was no prince or baby-drama or wedding, we could've seen it because there was an undeniable spark in season four. The friends/non-friends/post-kiss-awkwardness/plausible-deniability and so on could've turned into something definitely more poignant than what we got in the end. Of course, this is only my point of view and I know what's canon/endgame/whatever and what's not. I've just decided not to accept it. - Now that you've read all of this, go watch this wonderful masterpiece made by my genius of a wife. You may need some tissues after (heck, I get all teary-eyed only by reading the title, ngl): http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P0PbRFgWpUQ - As usual, video made for "fun" (lol, or self-induced pain, you choose) not for profit. I own nothing except the editing. I wish I'd own this wonderful song but my heart does.