lodilou's video: river the doctor you re always here to me

watch in hq, like, comment, thank you :) (btw if you can't hear the voiceovers : HEADPHONES. i make all my videos with headphones so that's why the sound can seem unbalanced sometimes) tumblr : http://ican-always-seeyou.tumblr.com/post/51414977277/river-the-doctor-youre-always-here-to-me-by if you can't see the video : https://vimeo.com/67991443 i'm very near to be disgusted by that song. i spent HOURS trying to find scenes for the lyrics. it was a nightmare. this song is about a city and a river, but they're personified, ok so i basically wanted to use the metaphore as...not a metaphore. except that even in the metaphore, there are things too litteral so i had to make a metaphore within the metaphore. -_-' WHY IS IT SO COMPLICATED TO MAKE A VIDEO. soooooooo uh well i don't have a lot to say, i think i screamed everything i needed to scream in the description of my previous video. i'm still not over it. never will be. he initiated the kiss and told her he loved her. i can write it but i can't realize it. that's the thing. i don't realize it happenned. i think my brain is trying to self preserve before i go insane. i have waves of feelings, it's not a permanent state. suddenly i want to cry and scream and roll on the floor and dig a hole in my room and bury myself there to die. BECAUSE OTP. but it's not all the time like it was a few days ago. i can actually think about something else. infos are at the end of the video, i hope you'll like it...i don't. idk. your opinion will be mine. i have an idea for another video but...well. we'll see. two videos in a week is already a miracle. ALSO, GERMANY i'm sorry i got blocked AGAIN. i will create an account on another site and put a link. i'll do this for all my blocked videos actually.