nic's video: Mental Health Chat - Social Anxiety Depression etc

Trigger / Content Warnings: suicide, depression, anxiety, terminal illness/cancer. I am safe and not in any danger of self harm. Thanks for watching. I've been having a hard time doing much of anything outside of taking care of the kids lately and I wanted to try to just give some visibility to what's going on with me. I wrote a very personal post about my history of trauma and how it all intertwined with The Magician's season 4 finale disaster below. https://medium.com/@crankible/my-history-of-trauma-and-how-a-tv-show-cracked-the-lid-cac38a19943 If you need help, please reach out. In the U.S., call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (1-800-273-8255) anytime of day. The Trevor Project — A national 24-hour, toll free confidential suicide hotline for LGBTQ youth 1-866-488-7386 National Domestic Violence Hotline 1-800-799-7233 Fundraiser for The Trevor Project to help LGBTQ+ youth in crisis in honor of the fans of The Magicians and Quentin https://give.thetrevorproject.org/fundraiser/2047355 If you enjoy my videos, please considering supporting what I do. Thank you! http://ko-fi.com/paleandfreckled --- Foundation playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLXE7Ih0EKVZQpsCBmXdvmns4iiyB8fN2v My best color matches are Smashbox Studio Skin in .1, Clinique Even Better Foundation in CN 0.5 Shell, Makeup Revolution Conceal & Define Foundation in F0.2. My favorite concealers are Cover FX Power Play Concealer in N Fair 1 and MAC Studio Fix Concealer in NC10 (for less coverage, more natural finish). My favorite powders are Stellar Cosmic Face Haze Finishing Powder (not setting powder) and NARS Light Reflecting Setting Powder Pressed. My best wearing foundation currently is the NYX Can't Stop Won't Stop in Pale - see video here for details! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TDCFAffVOhs and Hard Candy Glamouflage (new formula) https://youtu.be/a7zwlTkr8js My favorite SPF for all day wear with foundation (affiliate link): *Paula's Choice RESIST Super Light Daily Wrinkle Defense SPF 30 https://bit.ly/2BDpfRs Instagram: http://instagram.com/paleandfreckled Twitter: http://twitter.com/paleandfreckled Blog: http://www.paleandfreckled.com Business inquiries, please contact me at nicole@beyondthepaleandfreckled.com Affiliate shopping links above will give me a small commission if you purchase something from their site. Thank you for the support! ** Affiliate / referral links, feel free to go straight to the site instead if you want! These are places I regularly use and highly recommend ** Cover FX 20% off your order http://bit.ly/2Q2AyvQ or use code 2Q2AyvQ Colourpop - $5 off your first purchase https://www.talkable.com/x/luK84Z Cash back on purchases from Ebates https://www.ebates.com/r/NS7384?eeid=28187 Ulta $10 off with a new account: https://refer.ulta.com/s/3cazu Glambot (where I sell my used makeup): $10 off a purchase https://www.glambot.com/?refcode=4j6s Disclaimer: All products were purchased by me unless otherwise noted, all thoughts and opinions are my own and honest. Affiliate links will be noted as such. You do not need to use my link if you don't want to, but I appreciate the support if you do!