saintgem's video: words you might need

in light of jonghyun suicide i wanted to share this. i started this a while ago when i wasn't feeling the best but i finally finished it now. always remember you are not alone. you dont deserve to suffer alone. i care about you. really. i want to share how i feel so you guys can understand me. trust me. dont be afraid to speak how you feel and do not keep it to yourself. i have been down that road. i do not know your story, but i will let you know mine. if that makes you feel better, i will try. i cant change the world but if i can make one person slightly happier, thats all that matters to me. i love you. - from instagram: hello. I’m Asanti. most of you all know me as saint, saintgem, saintiys, ultkims, whatever. I made this as a reminder to you. this may not be what you want to hear now, but it might be what you need to hear another day. you may not know me or like me or want to listen to me. but I am saying these words anyway. i have felt all these words. I have felt different ways. I am like you, but I am also not like you. we are not the same but that doesn’t matter. I hope you can understand me. I’ve said it before and I’m gonna say it again, I am here for you. I am bad with words. editing is how I get my words out. so I hope you take some time to watch this or read this. part of the words go fast but they say: everyone deserves to be happy, inspiring, loved, someone, here - sorry if the song is insensitive. it’s gotten me through a lot and means a lot to me. it’s called I want to feel alive by the lighthouse and the whaler. 💓