shae - amazing2's video: On wrestling with a restless heart

Blog: http://mramazing.wordpress.com Twitter: http://www.twitter.com/misteramazingyt Primary Channel: http://www.youtube.com/misteramazing Transcript of Intro: I feel as if there is a hole in my heart and, try as I might to fill it, there seems to be nothing which corrects the crevice. It is a feeling of mistrust, of emptiness, of, in a certain manner, uncertainty. There is no food, no substance, no idea nor text which takes it away. No, not even the act of expression seems to surprise the emptiness and ravish it to wholly new place. It is like being under a thousand spotlights and feeling their heat. The light on my face emits an incorporeal push, an immaterial pressure, a falling-into which has come from above and which sits like sunshine on my shoulders. I am not in a bit of despair, for there is nothing which garners my attention totally nor which can drag me into depression. No, I am under the light of the sun, and yet all seems cloudy. It shines bright and yet skies are grey. I look on the trees and see platinum green reflect the light from above and, as it strikes my eyes, it merely settles, falling in them as rain drizzles, softly, quietly.